every beat of my heart

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I want my hubby back!

My first time apart from Shai in our 7 years together...a week apart...I didn't expect it to be hard..sent him off ytd ..everything was fine..chatted w his aunties and grandma then went back home alone...once i reach home..tears just started streaming down my face non-stop..i was so worried for him..:( and i missed him so bad..still do now..:(

he was actually afraid of take off and landing..when we were flying to London he would hold my hand v tight during take off and landing...but nw he's flying alone so when i think of that my heart breaks..well he can always hold on to whoever's sitting beside him..hhehehehee

i was fitful after dat...fell asleep then woke up at 4am..tried hard to fall asleep back but can't...my heart's thumping madly ..so i woke up and read a book to calm myself down..drank a glass of warm water..ate some sara lee choc cake...then fall asleep at 6am..and shai called ard 630 :) saying he had arrived at Osaka..ahh i feel much better ..then wake up at 9am ehehhe..have to take cab at work but its ok boss not in!! yay !! heeh so can cabut earlier ahhha

shai will only be back on sat...i hope i won't have restless sleep every nite till then ...

ok forgot to add ..i also managed to paint my nails...:D