Saturday, October 16, 2004
Finally its the weekend!!
Finally its the weekend!!
Hi to whosever reading!! :)
Finally its the weekend!! Saturday but i still have to DRAG myself to work ..:(
Today's better..i hope i dun get a headache later like ytd..i think because i did not have
a hot drink in the morning ..that's ...
and i haven't shit!!! haahha i hope it won't get stuck for like 3 days! today is the second day hehehe
hmmmm..must drink more water..aiya but after break fast so full already drink a lot of water like
want to vomit seh...ehehhe
My invitation cards ready!! I've already starting writing names...and guess wat!! its exactly the same as
jun's!! kkehekehkeh..haizz fated seh all same...hubbies also among the same name..lucky our names diff!
hmm the wedding is coming to reality v fast ..like in another ard 2 mths time...crikey!! hahah..
i'm still holding up and inside i don't know..i still can't totally forgot abt the other person...;(
Even though its not as bad as before i still feel for him..i dun care if its one sided or wat but i feel its
unfinished...i need some feedback for him..i dun know clarify mebe...i need to know whether he's just playing or he DO feels the same thing towards me ...not that i can do anything abt it...*sighs*.. Since the last email
which sort of blasted him ( i think i behaved a bit rash on that also heheh) ..he's just disappears...
send him a message but no reply from him as usual..either he's lagging or he's avoiding me which i don't deserve!!! I mean i'm not going toleave my fiance or anything but i want to stay friends with him if possible..
Is it selfish or wrong of me to think like that??! I miss him....as someone to chat msn with..to flirt him..
i shouldn't have allowed myself to get too deep in the first place ...now the friendship's broken.. :(
*sighs* ...i wish all the best for him..he's such a sweetie and hottie hhaha..
Muaks,
Lynn
Adryan Azli